vrijdag 30 oktober 2009

food

eating for your health, listening to dr. John McDougall:
http://video.google.nl/videoplay?docid=-2348910096409126100&ei=gkjrStvCNYvM-AaT8dSJDw&q=mcdougall&hl=en

hmmm...
hmmm...
sounds familiar. :)
sounds good :)

and yes: i think i'm really going to be / am quite an alternative person (really: already am)... :P it is fun though!

peace,
fedde

thinking of... CTTB :)

i've really been missing CTTB lately. I just looked at the CTTBusa.org website and saw the photos of the ordination and recognized quite a few familiar faces. I found it especially gladdening and inspiring to see those (male - i never really got the faces of the female) novices whom i saw/met last summer walking as fully ordained Bikkshus in their beautiful robes.
see the photos here:
http://www.cttbusa.org/12ordination/cttb.asp

donderdag 29 oktober 2009

hey, this is interesting

a NYtimes article on a very strange phenomenon: mind-body interaction in multiple personality patients:
http://www.nytimes.com/1988/06/28/science/probing-the-enigma-of-multiple-personality.html?pagewanted=1

this article (at least the phenomena) should pose us questions about what our concept of ''personality'' and ''mind'' is... ask them!

enjoy,
fedde

zaterdag 24 oktober 2009

WHY?

Why is:
a) life so hard?
and
why is:
b) school so easy?

peace,
fedde

vrijdag 16 oktober 2009

Is this called happinesss? - some feeling, and more philosophical thought

First a question: why does the english-writing world think it is necessary to write a useless ''s'' on the end of happiness? (just as in useless?)

Second question:
Is it? I mean, is it happiness? This vague feeling of ''everythings will work out'' and ''everything is working out'' and ''i'm on the right place'' and ''i'm meeting the right people'' and ''my world is working''... i guess it is :D

on the last one: i am learning to live with another conception of TRUTH. More pragmatically oriented. That's why it's not: ''my worldview is right'' - which is arrogance (from the believer (which can be a religious believer as well as a ''scientific'' believer) and also why it is ''world'' and not ''worldview'': in taking up a worldview you make it your experience of the world too, nb: YOUR world - in contrast to an objective world).

Now to follow up on the last paragraph: i stated a purely individual subjectivity... do i believe in such a pure single person subjectivity of ''MY WORLD''? NO! I believe in intersubjective worldviews... which are far more difficult to change. (Perhaps some hermits have a purely personal worldview - but even then...) But all worldviews we hold are formed (duh) by others, though will and do (at least should!) have a personal component - not to have a personal part is weakness. I believe in an almost nietschian virtue (even though i never liked Nietzsche - admitting i've never read him): there is strenght in being able to be true to yourself, to keep your own view, strongly differing from others.

Another thought:
on the concept ''to believe''
you CANNOT set a clear demarcation from inside between ''believing'' and ''knowing''. There is only a demarcation from a second or third persons perspective - but this is a dangerous one: it makes believe into that which is unproven knowledge. (this already implies actually that believe is a form of knowledge)
Since i would state (not going to argue for it, not now - please do force me to do so): don't use a second or 3rd person perspective to differentiate between two inner (!)states!
thus: there is no difference! (at least not theoretically)
thus: beware if someone states things like: ''that's what you believe, we know however that...''
- to believe is to know and to know is to believe
(push people into saying they don't believe what they know - they won't give in (i predict... and would you say you don't know what you believe? (haha, that's a wordplay... not the same meanings) but for true now: if you believe in God (for example, i do not believe in the monotheistic god, but that besides the point) you must hold the notion of ''God'' in your worldview -- knowledge....
ps: though i'm just now typing an e-mail using the word ''believing'' in another sense: to suspect... I believe he'll come... hmm.. interesting. I wouldn't change the above stated

just some friday-evening thinking... :P

Krippners lecture was intersting - hanging out with Isis even better yet. Nice to talk with people.

peace,
fedde
(disclaimer: all above subjects do not represent ''fedde'' or ''fedde's unchangable thought system'' nor does it represent a system i believe in per se (though it might) - i do hope it will inspire people. It will certainly be subject to severe changes)

zaterdag 10 oktober 2009

busy?

I don't know - today is useless though. Had to catch up sleep -> couldn't get up as early as usual -> haven't done much usefull stuff yet -> will have to do stuff tomorrow :(

I should get back into the habit of posting regurarly - when i did it it gave me a chance to get my head straight on stuff.

AND i should upload my photos from china to facebook... hmm... other stuff to do first.
Like writing a paper for Ancient Religions... blah; why is it restricted to 400-500 words? It is truly annoying.

peace,
fedde - the one who is meeting new people and having quite a good time at Leiden and is looking forward to the three day visit of his mother, brother, sister wednesday next week.