busy, but will be

busy busy busy
i always say i am, think i am, and i suppose i might really be that, busy, most of the time actually.

But there is light: in a few months i'll fly back to where i feel i left part of my heart*: CTTB. Where i'll be incredibly busy too; i look forward to it: busy cultivating, busy doing good stuff.

and busy with, yeah lets just speak religious language, fighting some demons - not even sure which ones to fight and which might turn out to be rather ok-things of life.

And oh i wish i was able to beat my attachment to sleep... i used to get up real early, but just can't manage to now. And it is a vicious circle of course: get out (relatively late (i.e. early, but not really early)) and then don't feel tired at all, takes long to get to sleep. lots of stuff around this too.
I should just DO IT!

sometimes clichés are best:
just do it!
try your best! (oh this one has lots of meaning for me actually)
it's ok :)
go for it!
and...
yes we can!

I wish it were a peaceful world, with lots of space and room for everyone to be wholesome and happy,
fedde

* (i guess this doesn't work in english, in dutch it does though)